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FLAME
By
Stephen Gill
A MULTIPLE AWARD-WINNING WRITER
Dedicated
to
ETERNAL FLAME
Author=s
Preface
The Flame is divided into eight parts and sixty-two cantos. Part one of The Flame is devotional. Parts two,
three, four and five are about the destruction caused by the maniac
messiahs. Part six is about those who are
responsible for destruction, and the
remaining parts are about the yearning
for the loss. Some cantos are to extol the virtues of the Flame,
some are to portray despair, and some are in its memory.
I have written these cantos in
the belief that maniac messiahs are misled individuals who generate the blizzards of fear and
panic. Those who are silent are also to
be blamed as those are who adore these blizzards of fear and panic. Both commit horrendous crimes against
humanity as those who carry out sinister
designs of these blizzards. The last canto of this book delivers hope. Hope signifies that a positive outcome is possible. Without
hope life is a
The Flame is the result of the eight years of my
anxious care of these robins of my
art. During these years, I changed my dealings with these birds in
different capacities to nourish
them more artistically. In the last two years, I became more diligent with more focus. At
my writing table, I kept them close to me. Whenever I had time, as
well as the first thing in the morning
and the last before going to bed, I fed
the robins with the berries of my
passion. In their enlivening warbles, I
drowned the chill of my presence and the
ghosts of the past. Several times, I
took their cage to my bed room to
continue hearing their notes of
freedom along the shores of my sleep.
They remained closed to my
heart as they are now and shall ever remain.
These birds are not meant to be caged.
Therefore when I felt somewhat
satisfied with my feeding, I kicked the robins out of the nest one by
one. Very rarely any of them came back
in dejection. This way, I was able to publish some of these cantos in more than
forty publications in
I feel strongly that before poems
appear in book form, they should appear
in periodicals, because these
appearances encourage a poet. At the same time, they provide
additional opportunities for sharing
with divergent audiences. Some
editors make suggestions for improvement. Some of these cantos without the present revisions
appeared in my collection The Flowers
of Thirst, out of print now. I have
translated some of these cantos myself in Urdu, Hindi and Panjabi
versions.
One problem that a poet
usually encounters in a long poem is the possibility of repetition of
words and phrases. Another is
the maintenance of logical flow and continuity. I
am a proverbial
enemy of clichés though some are animating and some may creep in without
my being aware of
them. I believe that a poet
should use fresh images. I have tried to use every word carefully as a brick to
build the edifice of The Flame.
Life is not a ready-made dish. During
the days of my care, I made a
number of unpalatable dishes. One makes several attempts in different combinations to find the right type of spices and amount to
prepare an ideal meal. It is like finding one right turn after making several wrong ones. I am convinced that talent by itself is nothing unless it is blended with perspiration that includes mastering
the tools of the art.
The Flame is poetry and poetry is my home. I began
building my home during the painful shyness of my early days when I
began to dwell in imagination and the world of books. It has been a long odyssey
of search for my golden fleece.
The path of my odyssey was rocky
in all directions. I was from a family that was socially
isolated in
In those days, entertainment for
children from the families which
were not financially very secure was
limited to meeting friends or reading.
There were no tv=s, and radio was a luxury. The
movie theaters were expensive and rare.
I had a few friends but we did not visit each other=s homes; we used to meet outside.
Our sports were self-improvised, like
hitting one another with a soft ball on a
street and trying to dodge.
Others included different forms of play with marbles and kabadi,
purely Indian sports. There were
more sports along the same lines. I do not see them in the West nor in
Apart from newspapers, our home had a
small collection of books in
Urdu. I was doing most of their reading. After finishing them, I began to
borrow from our local library. I
finished most of the novels, collections of poems and books on psychology that
were available in the library. I began to browse at book stores and ask my friends for the reading materials. I
also began to move in the company of poets, frequenting the tea shops where
they congregated. They were mostly mature. I heard each and every word they discussed. During those
discussions, I heard
that if persons memorize
one thousand couplets of choice, they
can start composing their own verses.
That is what I tried, but I could
not memorize them and what I was able to, did not help me.
I also heard that a writer should write every day on any experience or idea before going to
bed. I was told that this practice helps to develop a style. I began to write about my friends, our games,
chats, you name it. It proved a useful exercise.
I also heard that a writer should keep a notebook to put down any striking word or phrase that comes across during a talk, reading or from anywhere. This is a practice
that is with me even now. If I like a sentence or phrase from a poem or just my
own, I put it down in my notebook. When
I have time or I am in the mood, I go over them. I find it a very useful
practice, and will not hesitate recommending it to others.
My father edited a religious publication in
When I grew up, my father wanted me to get married and settle in life
and do my writing at leisure. He was more or less like Mr. Motard
in my novel Why with the
difference that Mr. Motard makes money from his business, while my father could
not, or did not. I knew that I would not
be happy making money to look after children though I wanted a
family. I knew that just to make enough
money to be a marginal citizen would not
please me and would keep creating
financial and family crises. To be a successful bread earner for a Christian in
I began to realize that one ladder to succeed for a person like me was formal education
that would help to make money and be a successful writer. My mother was with me
as far as education was concerned. But university education was expensive and
to study from home for university degrees was not that easy. I yearned for
real education in an intellectual and stimulating atmosphere of a
university, where students interact with
one another and with professors. My one problem was my early education that did not
help me gain self-confidence and
skills. It was my early
education that remained a serious
obstacle in my life. I had attended the cheapest schools that were run by
governments. In these schools, the media of instruction was the local language.
English was touched nominally at the
elementary level without any emphasis on conversation, till one left the school
for a college or university. Those who could afford it, sent their children to
mission schools where the medium of instruction was English from the beginning.
Those schools built confidence in their students.
After passing High school examinations, the medium of
instruction at the college
and university levels used to
become English. There was no
gradual transition. Text books after passing high schools were in English and professors gave lectures in English. This created more inferiority
complex in students from government schools because their English was not
adequate to compete with other students.
The result was disappointing, because those from well-to-do families who had
studied in mission schools, shined at the college and university levels.
My mother found a way. She used to ask us again and again to
practice English among ourselves at
home, though there was none to correct
our mistakes. Our neighborhood was of no
help, because it was even worse. I used to burn within with the fire to have a
good knowledge of English because I wanted to be a writer in English, knowing
that to be the way to reach the world audience. I am not
prejudiced towards any language. Every language, including every object in the
world, is beautiful. However, I wanted to know English well and properly to
reach the readership of other nations, and the elite in my country.
That was my goal. It was
confirmed later that language comes by
speaking and one
should be in a situation where he or she is forced to speak. I realized
it when I was in
Apart from the inadequate education, my religion stood in my way. Discriminations and
religious riots produced fears. They
demolished whatever walls of
security we had. These factors led me to the caves of isolation, thinking,
browsing, and imagining that
prepared a good recipe to be a poet.
As a child, I used to feel that
Lack of security in the land of
those physicians led me to isolation in the early days that revealed to me the
path of my poetic destination.
I began to find
ways to establish myself as a
writer and poet. My struggle was based more on perspiration than inspiration. One can say that it was my
inspiration that led me to perspiration. The shadows of inspiration and
perspiration walked side by side with me everywhere. I grabbed every opportunity to sharpen
my tools to be a better poet.
Poetry may also be revelation and flash, but it is largely perspiration. When
poetry becomes a passion, it becomes more demanding. Poetry was and is still
my passion. Peace is the womb where the baby of my passion grew. Absence of peace had shaken my psyche deeply, while growing up in
When I came to
I studied at a university in
Like any art or trade, poetry is
seventy-five percent perspiration. By perspiration I mean also editing again
and again, reading
and reading, writing
and keep writing and keep sending
manuscripts to publications to be an acceptable poet. It is not an easy
decision to continue kicking out the
robins of art, because of the fear of
rejection. For those who want to improve their art, rejection slips are the
stepping stones to success. Some rejections are sent, because editors do not
need additional material
on the same subject or they do not have enough space to accommodate
them. Some good editors make suggestions
to revise certain portions of the work.
A poet should
never be tired of revisions.
A time comes when a poem would
tell when to stop. Sometimes poets have to stop revisions, because they get tired of what leads them nowhere, even knowing that the poem
needs extra work. In such situations, I put my poem aside to take it up some
other day unexpectedly. This procedure works in most cases with most poets.
Often poets will know themselves if a poem needs further work. It is like
knowing when the stomach is full.
Another way is to consult an editor. Everyone needs an editor, even
editors do.
There is a myth that poetry strikes a poet like a flash, or it is a divine bolt. For a serious poet, it may
be bolt and divine, but mostly it is cooking. I believe there is beauty
everywhere. That is what the Bible says in its story on the origin of the universe. After every
creation, God said beautiful. There is beauty in every object and so is poetry.
Beauty is poetry and poetry is beauty. But
everyone does not have the
abilities to bring out
gracefully the god within. It is a poet who gives that god a shape with
the beauty of the language. Language is a media between
an object and poet that gives life, as God did when he
created the universe with his words. What is important in a poem is the
arrangement of words. This is an intellectual exercise that needs dipping into
the amazing world of words. These
efforts need the proper knowledge of the tools.
Poets are painters who use words, instead of colours,
or they are dancers, who use lyrics
instead of using the movements of their hands, legs and facial
expressions. In addition to the
arrangement of words, the most important feature of a poem is economy of
expression.
Poetry is an unusual experience that
shakes a poet thoroughly. A poem
is by a human for humans about a deep inner experience that is symbolized through a language. To
describe or illustrate, poets need tools and the struggle to master the use of
the tools is perspiration. Through images and the arrangement of words and
other tools, poets convey their experiences to their readers. Poetry is not
only to convey that experience to readers, it is also to convey it in a
beautiful way and that beautiful way should also be something like a new and delicious dish. That is where
perspiration gets involved.
I had no problem as far as subject is concerned. The object or the
subject that had deeply disturbed me was
my early days in
The Flame is my
extraordinary ambitious project. I fathom here a subject, artistically, that concerns
politicians, reformers, peace activists, philosophers, prophets and others. I
believe that the life after death will
be blissful if an individual does not destroy the legitimate peace of
others. Those who maintain their lives on the path of good, their life after death will also be good.
Those who promote peace on earth shall enjoy peace after death. It does not make any sense to expect peace after death by destroying the peace of
others. Hindu scriptures call God peace. Jesus says that peacemakers shall be
called the children of God. God is the king of peace in the scriptures of both
the Hindus and Christians.
The Flame is
about peace and peace is the main
area of my exploration. There are
several minor areas that also relate to peace, including human rights,
treatment of the minority by the majority and
antiwar activities. I have tried
to attempt these areas in the light of
my ideology of peace. Just to talk of peace is meaningless. There should be
also some concrete ideology and activities.
That is what I have attempted in my prose. Peace has been my main interest in my
prose, poetry and also in my talks. As I have mentioned in my
articles and prefaces, the source of my inspiration is my early childhood. Lack of security in
the country of my birth
was responsible for my search. I did not give up this
hunt even in the countries where I was
comfortably secure.
Peace has been the hunt of humans from the time immemorial. There have
been different theories to weave its rainbow.
Some physicians who have appeared to give directions have
given their lives to light its candle.
Some of them taught unconditional love and some of them taught tooth for a
tooth. Some prophets have taught to be
neutral or indifferent to the pains and pleasures of the world. Terrorists also
talk of peace. They believe that they achieve or will achieve peace by terrorizing citizens. A breed
of these terrorists, fed on religious
fanaticism, is most dangerously
intolerant of the views of others. This breed
is spreading fast and widely all
over the world. Those who believe in preparation for war for peace have
invented the deadliest weapons, such as nuclear bombs. Instead of peace, the world is coming closer
to the threshold of complete annihilation. No one wants that sort of peace,
except some morbid thinkers.
I believe that terrorism, an
extreme form of ambition for power to
rule others, is the work of organized
groups that carry out the bloodshed
of innocent citizens to gain political, national or religious power. They disregard human life. They do not
belong to any organized armed forces and
therefore do not follow any rules of the war. They strike whenever and wherever
it is possible. Often they call themselves liberators, separatists and jehadis. They shun democratic means
to achieve their objectives.
The values that are shared by
law-abiding citizens are their targets and
they come from every community and background.
In November 2004, a panel of the
United Nations describes terrorism as a
deed that is Aintended to cause death or serious bodily harm to civilians or
noncombatant with the purpose of intimidating a population or compelling a
government or an international organization to do or abstain from doing any
act.@ The main weapon of these groups is violence and the threat of violence
to cause as much destruction as possible with deep and wide physical and
psychological impact. Their intentional targets are civilians. They want to
paralyze people with fear to put
pressure on their government to accept their agenda. Sauntering on the bones of children and innocent
citizens to get the crown of peace, they
gain maximum publicity. They
believe they can achieve peace
effectively through violence. Their
groups hold secret training
camps, where they exercise for physical
fitness, learn to use firearms, explosives and
receive constant doses for their brainwash. They are funded with
the money from organized crimes, the sale of drugs, and the misuse of
the funds of some charitable organizations formed to deceive people and
governments. These days terrorists make CD=s and movies of their heinous crimes to sell to make money. Terrorism has become an
industry.
I believe that peace is the legitimate child of peaceful means. I
believe that peace is a powerful basic
human need that is the other side of the
coin of love. All normal humans, no
matter where and how they live, aspire
to peace. Poets all over the world have reflected this
need with individual techniques and symbols, peculiar to their own cultures and
ages. Due to the universal
interest in peace,
different ethnic groups will be
able to enjoy the cantos of this
book as much as I have enjoyed writing
them.
I firmly believe that
to promote peace, it is important to appreciate also other
cultures, emphasizing similarities, rather than dissimilarities.
The emphasis on dissimilarities is
usually to shock, not to build bridges.
Since the cantos of The Flame are about that eternal flame, a universal phenomenon, these cantos will help readers realize, consciously or
unconsciously, that hope is still alive under the sun. This realization will
open gates for the appreciation of the writings of other cultures and to the
fact that their writers are also human beings, mixtures of strengths and
weaknesses, with the same basic needs.
Flame also symbolizes sharing, compassion, sacrifice, courage and
witness. I use flame as a symbol as I
have used the bird dove. Flame is
the visible form of fire. It has
been discovered that gravity plays
some indirect part in the formation of the fire. If flame has a connotation, the gravity also
has a connotation. Flame has been and it still is the main symbol in the Vedic
scriptures. In the Hindu religion, the Almighty symbolizes five elements. One
of those elements is fire. People in the Vedic Age worshiped fire and even now
some Hindus keep the fire burning during
worship. They also perform a sacred
ritual of fire at important events, including births, weddings, funerals and
major holidays. The Hindus use it also on their festival of Diwali.
The Jews light candles on Hanukkah and
Christians use it on Christmas.
Fire is used as eternal flame to watch
at monuments and tombs. Candles flicker in churches, temples and mosques. Flame
is also a symbol of the
The
To destroy humans, Zeus gave another gift to humans. He collected disdainful objects and put them
in a box that was given to a beautiful girl, who was created for that purpose. Zeus named her Pandora that means all gifted. She was told
not to open that box, but she did. Consequently, the contents of the box that contained pain, bloodshed, fear, economic
strangulation, anguish and suffering, began to roam in the world. All that was
left was Hope. Eventually, it was also let out of that box. Expression of hope
is in the last canto of The Flame.
The maniac messiahs open Pandora=s Box with the fingers of science
and technology, using the muscles of fanaticism to spread the dust of the
untold brutalities for the sake of their
macabre pleasure. These openers of this Pandora=s Box roam in the world in every
shape to cause as much destruction as possible. They go to universities, do
usual business, greet their neighbors,
smile, shake hands, eat and do everything as
normal human beings. The next moment,
they are seen killing citizens with the rage of their guns and
explosives, killing even themselves. They are trained to hide their love for
bloodshed. Actually it is the education that they receive during their
childhood and years of adolescent that is never
washed away. These robots steal the
flame in whatever shape they find anywhere.
The openers of these boxes are
also gifted with every beauty as Pandora was. The most precious of them is the
gift of life that they have been trading with the ugliness of violence. They reject their gift for
the domain from where no one comes
back. Their path to that domain is
paved with the
bones of the children and painted with the blood of the innocents. The
flowers that grow on both side of that
path are fed with the tears of the helpless children and widows. To reach their other world, they
walk over the ground that is concreted with the blood of mothers. Walking on this path, they dream of entering
the domain of bliss. Intelligent people
may not find logic here, but the life of brutalities is more real for terrorists than the life
they see around in their daily life.
Obviously these openers reject the gift of life, turning their backs even to the normal joys around them. When this rejection is combined with the philosophy of their
bliss, they stand up to do anything.
Most of them are prepared for the work
of terrorism in their childhood. Aristotle said that first school of a
child is the lap of the mother. Laps of mothers of these maniac messiahs must have disciplined them for this type of
life.
These openers include educated and illiterate, rich and poor, men and
women, politicians, engineers, medicos
and religious leaders of all
ages. Among them, religious fanatics are
most brutal. They aim at killing as many innocent citizens as possible
because they are soft targets.
They do this work for a greater good or for themselves to enter the
kingdom of their land of peace easily. They
do not appear to be mentally sick. They do not think about the wrong
they do. They do not feel the pains of
others and do not suffer from clinically defined personality disorder. They are
not alone. There are groups behind
them who
control their minds. They have an agenda.
These assassins of humanity steal joys from life. These days with sniffing dogs and other
scientific checkups, there is no real defense against them. When I was
growing up in
I still remember how they used to sing hymns all day and night to the
Hindu deities without any pause. They used to sing on loudspeakers loud enough
to be heard blocks away. They were
devout and religious. Most of them were from the laboring class. They had been
also involved with killing. In the
ladder of the caste system, they are not from the higher casts. Many years later when there were other
serious riots, against the Sikhs this time, again such people
were involved. That uprising was
due to the assassination of Prime Minister Indira
Gandhi by her own body guard who happened to be a Sikh. Luckily in those
days of riots I
was in
How a spiritual person would start killing even his own neighbors and
friends seem to be an enigma to me.
Perhaps killers have been fed with the poison for earning points to
enter the
Fear became an unwelcoming guest in my life from my early life. As a
potent biological presence of unpleasant danger, it took away a
considerable joy from my life. It
often led me to the heightened
perception of being persecuted that destroyed the delicate fabrics of my trust. In the shape
of fear of rejection, it led me
often to make irrational decisions.
The scars of this powerful
emotion were not easy to wash from the psyche even after I came out of that fear abroad. To
find hope, I traced
riches, education, faiths and
many other things. I tried to see the
face of hope in political ideologies, including Marxism, Nazism and
dictatorship.
To take the root of fear out, I took
a long and painful journey of
efforts. My life in
The Flame is my humble offering to serve peace in my own poetic way. It is a collection of the flowers whose
cultivator has roots in the centuries‑old culture of the subcontinent of
The eternal flame knows no occupation, faith nor complexion and
cannot be imprisoned within human bonds.
It has engulfed millions, whose names
can be traced in every age and land. This flame is known to engulf mortals even
today, melting unknown metals into one. I dedicate my book to this eternal
flame.
Stephen Gill
Samples from sixty-two cantos
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(1)
You are the imperishable harmony
that reaps
unparalleled prosperity.
From the
chalice of your peace
I long
painfully to sip
the
invigorating wine
of fruitful
returns.
You are
the softness
of the radiant might
that melts
the mist,
stirs the
soul of clouds
pushes down
the rain showers
which kiss
the dry lips of earth
and the
wordless sonata
that moves
the sharp white beams
of the moon.
In creation
you are a
balance.
You are
the
luxuriance of the aroma
that runs
in the veins
of the enchanted blossoms.
You flower
a fragrant
feast around,
caress
the flushed
cheeks of the horizon
and liberate
the birds that fly
to receive
the ruler retiring
in a strange
ceremony.
You are
the beat
that echoes
in the breast
of the arc.
You muse
in the
melody of the falls.
You are
nirvana
that helps
in breaking the fetters
of the
relentless brutalities
and manna
for those who hunger
for the
morsels of equity
on the
barren mountain
where
the biting
winds of intolerance
blow.
You are
the
distinctive fount
that feeds
the ever-growing pangs
of the sages
in every
age.
Your abode,
ocean's
every drop.
You bind the
earth and the sky
and rule to
relieve
the rusting
monotony.
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(4)
You are
the single inner sanctum
that sails
on the breast of emotion's
unruffled ocean.
Amid the frigid draughts
you emerge as a wave of warmth
muffling me in the arms
of your affection.
You are the vanity of swans
that is the
pulsating vessel
of the dignity of
hills
and the ark
where the pride of the rose
seeks refuge in
silence.
Your vision of
heaven
is the loveliness
of hope
that is the crown
of aspirations
and the vitality of
the river.
Your eyes
a seaside retreat
where mystic flames reign
and
nature courts the
night’s favor
for a feast of
peace.
As streams
you float on aerial
grounds
nourishing the
arteries of harmony
with the flow of
wisdom
from your unseen
presence.
You are
unlike the age
that is distant and
aloof.
Out of time’s reach
is your placid
beauty.
You guard
the eyes of the bloom
against glares.
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Tell me
how to string the
harp
that is suffused with
the sounds
of your sprightly
prairies
and
receive the energy
from the symphony
of the earth
that is enveloped
in the virginity
of your blaze.
How to be the source of the food
that increases the hunger
for the hidden treasure
of your blessings
that transcend the flesh,
blood and bones.
Tell me
how to feel the touch
of the light fatherly fingers
that shall lift me as a leaf
out of myself
to free my freedoms from the tribes
of chaos
and discern the field
that is beyond
the common human confines
from where
the vibrating potency
of your sovereign art
heals the corroded minds
who see their god
in the monster of perversities.
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(9)
I wish
to
recline under that canopy
where
the
rough diamonds of your eyes
radiate
calmness
and
the loitering clouds of your hair
dispel
the ghost of despair
from
the chamber of my mind.
I
wish
to
snuggle under that shade
where
your
eyes express the unexpressibles
and
the magic chant of your gaze
breaks
the chains of my confusion.
I
wish
to
awake under that dome
where
untainted
fountains
from
the realm of your compassion
pacify
unquenchable thirst
and
where
dreams
open the portals of my freedoms.
I
wish
to
end the odyssey of my woes
under
that tree of your amazement
where
happiness
does not take leave
and
the shaken leaves
smell the fragrance of the warm sweet clover
from the exalted heights of
intensity
for the fondest hope to see
the fruit of peace.
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(10)
When the avtars of savagery
mow down defenceless innocents
and
tear down the towers of routine
deep pain goes deeper
inside.
Spiders of sinister news
crawl in and out of the cracks
of the tranquil trust
that mothers the rational of discipline
and the stress-causing stairs
of the menacing fear go up and down
with the sound
of a tombstone
in the grass.
From the oak of harmony
leaves fall
in the maze of mistrust.
The locusts of threat
shadow the crops of shelters
and the driving rains of discomfort
lash the denuded twigs of hope.
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(12)
Like every day
birds
chirped
devotees
came
parents
brought their youngsters
to the
nursery
and the sun
rejuvenated
on the stage
of humdrum.
The day
opened its dance
with a
frightening boom
that rocked
the structure of tranquillity
and closed
with the
deepening gloom
that froze
the mouth, feet
and heart.
The birds
that reposed
on secure
boughs
flew in
fear.
For days
sparrows,
roses and dawns
forgot their
songs.
Brutes
flickered tongues
over the
lips of normalcy.
Time stopped
when an explosion
blew up the
simple elegance
of my flame.
The furious
rumbling bang
released a
sudden cataclysm
that the
devotees thought
an
earthquake.
It sparked a
vast red-orange fireball
the rushing
gust
sounded as
if a giant jumbo jet
or a missile
had struck.
Thick black
smoke
that arises
from cannons
hovered
above the choicest gem
leaving the
smell of the gunpowder
to poison
the palate of peace.
The darkened
vicinity
encircled
the skies
under the
haze of a horror
agonizing
the souls
who coldly
stared.
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(18)
Using floodlights
they toiled in chilly nights
fighting
the smothering clouds of dust
under impaired visibility.
Wearing thick overalls
and masks to ward off
the stench of decaying flesh
gathering pieces of flesh
amid pools of blood
they walked in a shattered shell
where hands, thumbs and legs
littered
and blood stains were washed
by rains.
They ascended slopes of rubble
crossed bodies half seen
inching their way
crawling over dead bodies
to find
if any survived.
They worked
on their hands and knees
using lights
fixed to their helmets.
Through cracks they reached
no-go zones
and came back with tears
because
they could not get to the dying
even risking their own lives.
Clocks and weather
stood against them
yet deeper and deeper
with their deepest devotion
sore backs and ankles
under the harsh glare spotlights
facing unfamiliar sights
smelling death
speaking through their eyes
they walked.
Behind
the fragments of the concrete slabs
and compressed filing cabinets
they recovered victims
with ruptured eyeballs
and fractured ribs.
They kept going
though the airborne particles
caused headaches
or dryness in their throats
and nose.
68-flame
With the mounting mass of courage
they moved forward
with crowbars and axes.
If someone recovered an adult
or a child
he was rushed
to the stress center
because the exhaustive search
mentally and physically was exhausting.
The perfidious conditions
stressed even dogs
who felt dispirited
for not finding anyone alive.
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With jackhammers and chainsaws
they removed
obstacles
to dig out
the nursery
buried under
a pile of rubble.
No little
hands reached them
only tiny
voices
and faint
sobs they heard.
They saw
babies
shrouded in
blood
and
plastered with insulation
or faces
half covered with glass
calling brokenly
for their
dads and moms.
They saw
bodies
slashed
or lying
under doors
walls and
cement beams.
They turned
over cribs
and
furniture cautiously.
One by one
they removed
bricks
to reach two
toddlers alive.
While
carrying an infant
when a cop
paused to breathe
he looked
down.
He was
standing
on a dead
child.
They saw
babies
wrapped
around the
poles
or their
faces blown off.
They saw
mangled carcasses
entombed
under the beds of steel
and a
teacher
holding a
child.
Papers
and playthings
were scattered
blending
with arms and legs.
They picked
up dolls
with
discomfort.
A rescuer
was frozen
when he saw
a truck
like the one
his son had.
They found
tiny corpses
with blankets
but the cold
hands of the winds
through the
cracks
where once
stood windows
and walls
kept throwing them off.
Drenched and
chilly
holding toys
from the
wrecked nursery
they
searched
paused
and searched
again.
A sergeant
with a
flashlight
chased the
trails of red insulation
through the
tunnels
of the
twisted metal
concrete
beams
and jumbled
furniture.
In uniform
masking his
nose
he explored
every closet.
Their eyes
were tearful
and their
hands trembled
when they
grasped
the slain
kids.
Those
speechless faces
who watched
the workers
were engraved
forever
on their
psyches.
The fire
fighters wept
as they
lifted weightless bodies
struggling
to retain
composure.
The medical team
worked around the clock
wading through the mud of danger
to perform first aid
where the disfigured bodies
huddled
under horrendous disorder.
Searchers
sifted through debris by hand
and carried it out in buckets.
Machines of every type
were brought
but no one could use them all.
Rumors about hidden bombs
added torment
to their comfortless task.
Most thought of their families
when a sense of helplessness
overpowered their efforts.
Several exhausted rescuers
left the gaping cave.
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A camp was extemporized
in a parking
lot
to anatomize
the
shattered shell
floor by
floor
indicating
the bodies
that could
not be pulled out.
Soaked in
blood
nurses in
uniform
rushed
around the improvised surgeries.
Red stained
gloves
loafed among
the leaves
scattered by
winds
over the
lawn.
The area
was cordoned off
most exit
ramps were closed
the
telephone lines jammed
the car
agencies
had nothing
to rent.
Investigators
and relatives
filled the
hotels.
A surge of
press reporters,
television
transmission trucks
and photographers
within hours
turned a
sleepy town
into the
capital of the media.
They
competed for stories
wombed in emotion.
Radio
stations informed
where to
donate blood
off duty
medical teams
responded
with calm.
A trucker
from another city
arrived with
soft drinks,
tooth paste,
aspirin
and
first-aid kits.
Residents
brought cots
and blankets
to him.
He was at
his station
to provide
considerable relief
from the
torment of the tragedy.
Another
drove for hours
to offer
free meals
to rescue
workers.
Residents
collected bed sheets
and plastic
tarpaulins
in response
to a shortage
of body bags
and prayed.
Counselling
centres sprang up
with
psychologists
pastoral
assistance
and
psychiatrists
Hospitals
postponed planned surgeries
and
nonessential radiological procedures.
They had
enough anesthalogists
neuro and
vascular surgeons
and
pulmonary
specialists.
Several
people spent their nights
in sleeping
bags
on cots or
folding chairs
stunned or
thinking
how they
would cope without a brother
child, wife
or mother.
Citizens
were glued
to their
televisions.
Lava flew
from the
because the
media focussed
on
speculating about culprits
rather than
the emotional bruises
of the
sufferers.
Fearing retribution
several families did not speak
and several more
confused, outraged or shocked
sat frozen
waiting for another list.
Days were filled with funerals
and expecting
the missing
to be recovered.
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Dear children
do not suffer from the painful
longing
for the domestic bliss of your
early days.
Irons unfastened
your parents have gone
to soothe your sagging spirit.
Look at the darkness
beyond the hills that gives birth daily
to another dawn.
Poetry
has not flown to the distant
fields.
Snow still falls
outside the window
and the sun melts away
coldness from homes.
The place
where the dismembered limbs lie
mocks the blindness of the
brutes
who had tried to frame a coffin
for liberty
under the shades of their
vilest impulses.
The morning
that buried your elders
in a massive grave of the frozen mind
has become a ground for
hope.
With the driving dry
drifts
birds from the dale of
intolerance
flew to teach their tongue
to the birds of insight.
Locked in obsessions
they briefly stenched the air
with their uncontrolled spiral
of hate.
Flame is still a pyramid of
justice.
Hope carves niches of safety
around towers of peace
to lay eggs even today.
Denizens of ignorance
blow off the petals of innocent
flowers
not knowing the doors of future
remain open.
When the bulldozers
uproot the shrine
the land does not go dry.
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Mothers
do not weep.
Suffering from the frightening fancies
the social lepers
wander among the denominations
of malice
and carefully consider the
endless roads
of the potentials to worship
the bubbles of the self.
Shed your tears with cries
from the skies of your fond
memories
to awake their conscience
slumbering in the shambles of
brutality.
Offer your
hymns to a new birth
your children
baptized with your tears
sail on the white wings.
Notable nips outside the house
and the nights
when you snuggled your babies
beneath the quilts
or in front of your tvs
shall keep flooding back
the meanings of those moments.
In the citadel of your patience
lies a spot for your soul
to gather the grief to handle.
Wanton violence
startled signals to stamp out
the plague
that scourges the defenseless
lives.
Peace has been tested
in the cyclone of the freshness
of early morning.
The panorama of the grimness
outlines the blueprints
for the nest of tomorrow.
The season of the dense fog of
danger
standing as the wall of wadding
has dissolved
in the fold of the spring.
Skies
spread their prismic wings
over the forces of
confusion
for new vistas to emerge.
The days of inconsolable
distress
have
rolled off.
The lotus of the present
blooms in new waters of
decision.
Shadows have passed
the blood, dust and smoke
have cleared
yet the bones of a
mother’s love
remain dislocated.
The discerning art of
physicians
heals
but healing a mother
wounded in her backyard
is another story.
Dear mothers
do not unfold
the bed of the past
a broken image
in the foggy mirror.
There are cradles
in which
new babies of aspiration
are to be rocked.
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Car bombs,
mobility and might
have become the toys of
robots.
They know how and when
to free their unfed tigers
from the cages of depravity
to stifle democracy.
With knowledge,
easy money and weight
they become maniac messiahs
to snuff out the flickers
of the inner blaze.
Breathing the stink of ferocity
for pastime
they still the nightingale of
freedoms
uprooting the tree where she
sings.
They smash welcoming doors.
Shafts of steel
warble in the smoky bar
of self-glory
to dig ditches for agonies
and spread a carpet of
paralyzing fear
to mangle mothers
and wives.
With a repulsive pump
they inflate balloons
of their willful delusions
to soar
above the unexpected
heights.
They do not see
opening to the sky
as does a butterfly.
They lead governments
for more road blocks
metal detectors
bomb sniffing dogs
and fresh looks at newcomers.
Eerie paths of their pleasures
shape public opinions to accept
unhappily
surveillance cameras
and
electronic screening.
Their relentless pursuits
to grab the crown of chaos
swim political pendulums
to promote quick deportations
and wiretappings.
Their brutal feuds
with human rights
force regimes to extend
easy arrests.
In the plutonium trade
smuggles are more likely
by these dukes of fruitless
longing.
In the windowless cells
of anarchistic gospel
they prepare terror
with the weeds of ignorance
on the fire of savagery
in the pots soooted
with conceit.
Citizens of peace
robots cannot be bridled
from the fortified bunkers.
Lament from the top of your
shelters
because your freedoms
cannot be defended now
even by the mightiest armies.
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I
open eyes
from
my deep meditation
at
the wilderness of my retreat
because
I find you not there.
I
stop counting the beads
in
the cycle of monotony
for
it drops the seeker in me
into
the well of emptiness.
I
find the artifacts
of
stones and clay
within
the cloistered walls
of
sky-touching domes
where
the waves of human life
flow
once a week
to
bow
in
silence
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You
knock at the doors
of
the ruins of my hours
modestly
sit beside me.
Engrossed
in chats
we
finish cups of tea
playing
hide and seek
in
lonesomeness
we
empty more cups.
A
pleasant wind
carries
us away
freed
from chains
hair
rumpled
we
are attuned to the stars.
Along
the self-composed clouds
we
trail.
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When in spring
net of the
day asundered
and dark
ravines
begin to
reveal themselves
I seek
solace in a garden
where
flowers bathe
in a shower
of peace.
I feel the
feathers of a rose.
Your
presence I find inside
softly
wrapped.
When those
glow worms above
push aside
their
curtain of isolation
and when
intoxicating wind
is set free
I visit the
nearest waterfalls
where painfully
sweet melodies
retreat into
a soothing womb.
I see your
face emerging
in those
falls.
When
a spring
unpacks the snow
burying
alive the tender boughs
and storms
spoil calm
I long for
your warmth.
When there
is diffusion
of another
dawn
and the
denizens of the air
spread their
tunes
in a
symphony that is strange
yet sweet
I hear your
voice ringing.
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The radiance
from the flame
that emanates from the dense
canopy
of your bounty
I have painted with unspoken
thoughts
on the inner wall of my fancy.
I study it
under the lenses of astonishing care
to dissect the order of the days
when Nirvana hung around.
No smiles
no tears
suddenly our links were severed.
From a golden cage
of snow‑capped desolation
I long for the shower of a gentle gale
from the beach
where I shall canonize
the petals of freedoms
for my joy to be full.
Frilled with the reddest rubies
of my passion
here I shall devise a basilica for you
where my daffodils shall never die
and the effervescent laces of my lyrics
stretch their endless wings
through a new universe of the brain cells
of my imagery.
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Moving with crutches
under their
armpits of insensitivity
the artisans
of insidious shocks
defile
orchards of your stainless holiness
with the
sputum of false gods.
They crush
buds
with
bulldozers
wearing the
gown of sanctimony
to cover the
nakedness
of their
disease
that eats
away
the flesh of
peace.
With
singular eagerness
you accept
even these
deranged savages
who erupt
the lava of devastation
from the
depressive corridors
of their
oddest mania.
You wait
within the shoreless mansion
of your
patience
for these
prodigals to return.
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This is
the palace of peace.
Years of brain-rattling forces
high on a cocktail of arrogance
ignorance
and an ideology of sickness
have sealed its doors.
Do not look inside
through its openings
painted with the pigment of poison.
Under its ceiling
terrorists have raised
the beasts of their twisted creeds.
They are prisoners
to the cult of the kingdom
where ill-winds blow
the noxious emission of no hope.
Within the void
of the narrowness of this palace
you will see
blinding redness floating.
Do not come
out of the bounds
of your freedoms
you would be wounded.
Here
the litany of the rituals
unveils the hidden ugliness
of the inglorious advocates
of wicked designs.
This palace stands
between pointed rocks
on the bones
blended with the blood
of blameless citizens
and children.
In its kitchen
malice is prepared
within its walls
aspirations of mothers
have been buried
the back of its roof
has been arched
with the weight of firearms.
The princess of the self-respect
sheds tears with strangled cries
in the nights of the frozen grave.
Candles had been put out
long long ago.
Do not step outside of your solitude
overpowering stench of the palace
would canker the sanity
of your sensibilities.
It is the ruin
where the swords of its pilgrims
twinkle
in the wrinkles of the religion
of self-glory.
This is the palace of peace
do not come near.
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Where
creeds are not crushed
and
human gods do not feed
the
vultures of war
that
island of yours
defends
the dignity of freedoms
that
is distinctive and charming.
Where
life is not anchored
to
the strands of zealots
and crocodiles of disharmony
do
not roam around
that
delta of yours
dwells
in the woods of blessedness
under
the borderless sky
that
is lofty and pleasing.
Where
the cactus of shame
does not mushroom
and
the evil birds of bloodshed
do
not defile
the
nests of my vision
that
lushy bloom of roses
touches
the hem of the gown
that
is the epitome of your beauty.
Where
the dove flies without fear
and
the lilies of justice
blossom for all
that
domain of yours
assures
a comforting niche
for the songs I write
for
you.
Where
the streams of youth
do
not cease flowing
and
despair does not nail tents
over
the greenery of the dreams
under
the constellation of calm
that
land of yours
calls
me to gather pearls
from
the ocean of your wisdom.
\Where
love is not suffocated
and
the twigs are not damaged
by
the trotting swarm of savages
that
oasis of yours
wants
me to break my chains
to
breathe the amazing fragrance
of
your presence.
Where
waves snuggle sands
and
soul is free
that
shore of yours
commands me to chase out
the
dragons of your absence
from
those hills
where
they reign
in
the darkness of the graveyard.
As
a mad prophet in painful ecstasy
I
shall bathe
in
the mystical falls of those regions
that
are steeped in the melody
that
sobs in the radiance
of
your gentle warmth.
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To direct my steps
towards the shores of the
pure bliss
of your peace
I shall dip in the
esoteric stream
that meanders along the
woodlands
of my absolute fidelity.
Covered with the cassock
of the unbreakable bond
I shall go over the ablaze
alp
where the sad unwanted
clutter
of the rational ground
consumes into ashes
and the smog of doubts
disappears.
I shall aggressively
pursue my odyssey
through the barren regions
of the moor
where the scamps of ego erect
the deceitful caves
and the reptiles of the
debasing bargain
roam.
The radiation of their
enticements
shall fail to lead me
into the blindness of
their hopeless muddle.
The echoes of their
moans
shall bear no desirable
flavour
for me
because of the smell of my
lilac
that is more
animating
than their tempting
promises.
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The
Flame, Vesta Publications 2008, 152 pages, paper
back, ISBN : 978-0-919301-21-3, $ 10.30
OPINIONS :
*The Flame, the longest poem on modern terrorism by Stephen
Gill, is a sprinkler of peace in the dark cloudy nights …
In recent years when the explosions of dynamite and
roars of the mortars are deafening humans and the dance of
terrorists is posing a real threat to human liberty, the Flame
by Dr. Stephen Gill is a sprinkler of peace. While the rising blaze
of terrorism is swallowing humanity, The Flame suggests to control this
blaze by using the water of peaceful means.
It is a unique experience to read the longest poem ever written on terrorism that
illustrates the ultimate solution towards peace.
The Flame is the latest book
written by Dr. Stephen Gill, who has authored many volumes to express his
vision. During current disastrous geo-political situation in different
parts of the world when a majority of writers prefer to be silent, Stephen Gill
is a voice in wilderness but in truth he is a real champion of peace.
The
peace poetry in the present era is still a rare commodity. A majority of poets are silent about the
burning olive leaves by the cruel hands of terrorists. The destination chosen
by Stephen Gill to spread the fragrance of peace with his
poetry strengthens the efforts of leaders who struggle for harmony.
I wrote
poems during my school days and passionately read poetry of famous Urdu poets.
I was fond of poetry, which had short lines, because that indicated a full
control of the poet on his or her work. It was amazing to read Jazeera, a collection of Urdu poems of Stephen Gill,
where nearly all poems have short lines. This reveals the soul of each poem in
a few words—a difficult job indeed.
The Flame is about a long history of
peace expressed in every verse in solid form and with fresh imagery, which make
the Flame a masterpiece. The Flame is not the flame of terror
but the flame of peace.
I do not
know, why Stephen Gill is still a blossom in wilderness when he deserves to be
a renowned envoy of peace of some esteemed organizations and on the peak of his
fame. It seems that the world still accepts readily those who write about
sensational aspects, violence and sex,
instead of those who write peacefully for peace. (Dr.. Nazir Bhatti, editor-in chief of
*The Flame
is the longest poem The Flame is the longest poem on terrorism in the last two or three decades. I
have checked all the other available sources. Modern terrorism is indeed a recent phenomenon. I
have visited The Gazette and enjoyed reading the poems from The Flame and the critique on
Gill and for sure, Dr. Bhatti, the commentator and
the chief editor of Pakistan Christian Post is right. I have decided to write a
critique on The Flame after receiving the copy. Please give me
sufficient time and I hope to come out with an intelligent and resourceful
critique. (Dr. . Dominic Savio,
Reader in English,
*A
different message in the Flame grabs
my attention
Usually I avoid giving my opinion on
books. The Flame is
quite different when it comes to
message of world peace. It is this message that grabs my attention and
forces me to write.
Religious fanatics of today are
busy finding new ways for atrocities,
including murder, suicide bombing, and
rape. In this environment, the Flame,
Dr. Stephen Gill ‘s latest book, is most appropriate and timely. Peace is the
message of the Flam, the longest poem
in English. Dr. Gill paints a touching picture with the colors of life and
death, fear and hostility, love and
torture, humanity and bloodshed for the
massive awareness without being prejudice.
Dr. Gill has been building bridges
for years through his articles,
speeches and books. I am confident that The Flam, a book of 152 pages that
conveys a long poetic message of peace, will be a
unique contribution to Global Peace.
(An artist, Steve Almas
from
*Stephen
Gill condemns terrorism in his poetic way in
the Flame
The Flame, a long poem of one hundred and fifty-two pages, is about the
destruction caused by maniac messiahs.
Terrorism, which is born in the diabolical minds of religious, political
and financial fanatics, is probably the single most dangerous enemy to world
peace. What a blessing to have poets
like Dr. Stephen Gill, who boldly declares through their poetic art about human responsibilities to create and maintain peace
in the world. The
(Nikola Dimitrov, author of three book, is ordained minister of Living Faith Ministry
International in
*Struck in a unique way while
reading The Flame ..
While browsing through
Dr Stephen Gill’s 152-page poetry book, The Flame, I am stuck in
a unique way. Dr Gill lashes at
the ‘maniac messiahs’ who love going on rampage, destroying peace and harmony
on their way to gain their own selfish ends. These religious fanatics are out to bedevil human relation without
delving deep into what religion means. They commit atrocities in the
name of religion.
As I am reading the poetry book, I get
the impression that the poet
personifies the flame that dwells
in every peace-loving man and woman and invokes it to manifest itself as a harmonizer, a harbinger of peace, as in
the following opening lines of this long poem:
You are the imperishable harmony
that reaps unparalleled prosperity. (P. 32)
This book deserves to be read by poetry-loving people,
because it gives a message about global peace in an artistic
way. (Dr. Bhaskar Roy
Barman, author of Gateway to Heaven ( a novel) and other books, is
president of World Literature Society. )
*A Note on Stephen Gill’s The Flame
While editing my recent book on Stephen Gill, I found
that a note of feverish anxiety runs through his creative works. This
ambassador of peace is perturbed because of the destruction of calm, peace and
tranquility in the world by the maniac messiahs. The same distaste for ‘the
avatars of savagery’ is to be found in his latest poetic work, The Flame, which is divided into eight
parts and sixty two cantos. The following expression from the thirteenth canto
is sure to touch the innermost chords of the reader’s heart:
There was an
arm and a head
and a
woman’s leg
from the
knee down
the rest was
buried under the rubble.
A body
appeared
to have been
through
a meat
grinder.
There was an
open chest cavity
beside a
headless torso.
The just-quoted lines exhibit the presence of the
senseless and chaotic violence, pervading the human society. Gill’s heart is
ever crying, for this ‘blood-dimmed tide’ of carnivorous violence is devouring
the humans.
I hope the
book may enlighten the flame of compassion and sacrifice in the human society,
filled with ‘remorseless forces of brutalities.’Another
important point about this book is its autobiographical preface, which outlines
the growth of Gill’s career as a writer. Gill’s experiences may serve as
instructive prescriptions for the budding and upcoming writers. One such
experience, which he shares with the readers, is that he always keeps ‘a
notebook to put down any striking word or phrase that comes across during a
talk, reading or from anywhere.’
Besides,
the preface of the book is marked by extraordinary candour
and frankness of Gill. How many intellectuals and writers can confess as
truthfully as Gill has done in the following lines:
My one problem was my early education that did not
help me gain self-confidence and skill. It was my early education that remained
a serious obstacle in my life. I had attended the cheapest schools that were
run by governments. In these schools, the media of instruction was the local
language. English was touched nominally at the elementary level without any
emphasis on conversation…
My
question is—Do the other writers and poets have the same courage and moral
strength to speak in such a candid manner about their earlier career and life?
Gill has done it in The Flame. It
shows the man behind the words—a good natured man with a transparent heart.
The Flame, from the pen of such a man, must be read by the
citizens of the world to eliminate ‘the jungle/ of deafening disorder’ from the
hearts. I strongly recommend this book to the people of all nationalities,
communities, classes and castes. If language is the barrier, it must be
translated into several native languages. The intellectuals and writers must
come forward to translate this monumental work into several other world
languages. (Dr .Nilanshu Agarwal is Senior
Lecturer in English at Feroze Gandhi College, Rae Bareli, (U.P.),
*Deep and highly moving poem
I
have had the honour of going through highly
thought-provoking, touching, deep and highly moving long poem the Flame by Dr Stephen Gill. It reminds
me of Walcott's poem “Sea Grapes” and Neruda's poem “Tonight
I can Write”. Similar sentiments flow from the
Flame. Dr Gill, a well known champion of world peace and harmony, yet again
comes out with distinct vision and message. A unique poem, subtle and
absorbing. This poem by itself can be a subject of doctoral dissertations at post graduate level.
(KKSrivastava,
Jaipur, INDIA, author of Ineluctable Stillness, and
An Armless Hand Writes )
*Stephen Gill’s Flame is an epic poem in the composition
of which the author has invested all his skills as a poet, a thinker and a
philosopher…
Stephen Gill holds up high with burning passion the
Flame of Peace. This commitment is rooted in his life-long encounters with
humankind’s incorrigible tendency to succumb time and again to the evil charms
of religious fanaticism, ultra-nationalism and racism. The Flame is an epic poem in the composition of which the author
has invested all his skills as a poet, a thinker and a philosopher of the weak and
oppressed. The end result is a creative work of such overwhelming beauty –
notwithstanding the fact that most of the space is devoted to depicting the
ugly faces of self-righteousness, cultural arrogance, violence and terrorism.
The beauty is naturally not in the shocking and depressing data that he
presents, but the argument for peace that he advances as each facet of human
wickedness is reviewed in light of his own message and philosophy of peace and
love. I have been profoundly touched and moved by the author’s goodness of
heart and idealism.
(Author and peace activist, Professor Ishtiaq
Ahmed teaches at Institute of South
Asian Studies,
Stephen Gill (stephengill@cogeco.ca)
www.stephengill.ca
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