I Can’t Think                                 

 

about you today.

There is no room to squeeze

you in.  Your face, an extra frame

beside the trunk,

where I keep the pictures

my son outgrew.

 

He left for war today dragging

my voice till the airplane

slipped earth.

What was there to say?

Bullets will only deaden my words

as new phrases emerge,

like collateral damage, and friendly fire.

This theatre isn’t rated

for families.  He’ll hide

these stories,  become

someone else. 

 

Newscasts draw my eyes,

like a body on the road.

Everyday another battle.

If you want to help,

sit with me in the waiting room,

a clock on every wall. 

 

Margaret Rutley

From BC, Canada